Tonight I joined 2 groups on meetup.com
Now I just have to get up the courage to actually go to a gathering….
Self doubts. Am I too old? Will they laugh at me? Will anyone think I’m interesting? What if I’m still the odd kid out sitting on the side with no one to talk to?
I’m thinking it will be an easier first step to getting out there than an actual dating situation like on match. com
I need to do things other than work and stay home, and see grand kids.
Wish me luck. The crazy thing is looking at my work schedule and my class schedule starting next Monday – I have almost NO time to go out if I want to actually sleep too.
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